Regret day

Regret day

On that day, exactly on 21 October 2013 me and my younger cousin dani middle asiknya play and lure the birds chirping in my garden, I feel very happy with the day that somehow we always joked joked excessive, was so happy and over time I felt fear, my heart always ask, "why dani very cheerful today, and why he always laughed as though in his life there is no burden?".

Because I was too afraid to look so happy, then eventually I tried to persuade Dani to go home, but dani does not want, he wants to play with me until late at night, because it was maghrib call to prayer echoed and then I dani went home for a shower and the Koran , after the return mengaji dani was coming back to my house to invite me to play, "my heart began to worry" without thinking I was joking animatedly with dani dani on that night and was somehow always laughing with love cheerfully, without our even knowing it day already 23:00 at night, and we went home, respectively.

Exactly 12 o'clock at night, my mother suddenly ill and eventually rushed to hospital by my father, that night I could not sleep and cried at home, over time I finally began to feel sleepy eyes over time I fell asleep.

The next day I woke up and immediately invited dani to the hospital to visit my mother in there, and without thinking dani immediately want to come with me, we were rushed a shower and went directly to the hospital.

Arriving at the hospital we began joking laugh in delight and Dani always the most excited, somehow I think of that behavior dani as a sign that something will happen to him, but I ignored my gut feeling it.

Without us knowing it was already 16:00 pm and we rushed to go home, before leaving home, I felt there were chock in my heart, I command dani so wear a helmet that I wear, but he does not want to, without thinking I was go up, suddenly in the way I feel that the world is very dark so I could not see anything and ultimately cause our accidents and dani in the accident was seriously injured in the head for not wearing a helmet which I gave.

after 1 hour was rushed to the hospital, dani one last breath, and I felt very guilty and cried every day while contemplating my carelessness towards the signs are often seen in front of me, and since then I'm not sure if getting people traveling with me and I'm very sorry ya allah. my god please forgive me and hopefully there dani quiet in nature.